Do you sometimes wonder why people behave the way they do?????? Do some people "try" your patience more than others??? I always wonder if I am supposed to stick around these people or let them go. Is "my lesson" from them to stay, or let them drift away to reach whatever shore they can possibly land on? I ask myself this every day. Some people literally drain your energy and your soul. These are the ones I am speaking of. Is it selfish to say "bye bye" or am I supposed to somehow know how and when to help? Meditation sometimes will give the answer, but I have yet to KNOW what to do in certain circumstances. If I am uncomfortable, do I let it go???? Or, in being uncomfortable, is that "my lesson" that I am supposed to be working through? This entry is nothing but questions. Does that mean that life is nothing but questions? May be! How then do we know? Searching for insight is a long struggle. I want so much to know my scorecard. We all are products of what we have experienced. When is that an excuse and when is that an acceptable reason for behavior? Do you find yourself reacting to things that are totally out of character for you? Is it me or is it someone else??? Much food for thought. Sometimes I just want peace, quiet, and security....is that selfish???